Within the last few years, I can really feel the gravity of time and the wrong choices I have made in my life. Choices that seemed right intellectually, but were perhaps not a great fit for me personally.
I feel anxiety about my lack of productivity.
I am going to work on producing something (ANYTHING) that is a finished creation on a weekly basis. I’ve just come back from vacation so I don’t have much. I’m posting a video that I did a few weeks ago, that I didn’t really say much about. Basically I entered the NPR Tiny Desk contest.
I have anxiety about my limitations.
I have anxiety about not having expensive enough equipment for my creative endeavours.
I feel like I’m stuck in quicksand and not progressing fast enough. Not moving fast enough. Not schmoozing near enough.
Anyway here’s a video of a song that I wrote and that I sang on video.